Nimue Brown posted: " The Knight of April. He lost his Queen and said You eat this for our kingdom. Eat the sins, that we may be free of them. Eat up our shame. Take it deep into your body. Become our shame. Free us from the burden of it, that we may accuse yo"
Eat up our shame. Take it deep into your body. Become our shame. Free us from the burden of it, that we may accuse you of making us do what we do.
Eat up the grief for us. We do not want to feel the grief that is rightfully ours. Spare us from regret. Bloat your stomach with it until it hurts so that we never need to think of the past with sorrow.
Eat up the awkward bits of our history. This you must do for your country. How can we be proud, otherwise? Eat up the things we do not wish to hear spoken of. Eat the stories we prefer to forget. We will be great! Stuff those truths into your mouth until you choke on them. We do not care if they cut your throat as you swallow. We do not mind at all if holding the truth in silence wounds your body. Eat the truth so that we can deny it.
Never ask why she is gone.
Never ask who she was.
We do not want to remember her truly. Eat up the past for us, eat up the regret so that in death she can be our perfect Queen forever. Eat our sins, so that it was not our fault.
(First text and image by Dr Abbey, second piece of text is mine. There hasn't been much time for this over the last few months and I've missed it. Good to be back!)
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